BLANK.

It's been a year and STILL no change. If I knew my life would turn this way with him. My gosh, wish I never liked him at the first place. I seriously think nothing has change at all, and I feel like it has even worsten. Before, we had an okish relationship. In which he still spoke to me, looked at my direction, had eye contact with me. But NOW, it's a complete different story. Never once spoke a word to me. Not even excuse me, hi, paki daan/abot. NOTHING. He doesn't even have eye contact with either of my friends and me. Haiss ang buhay nang ISANG BABAE na inlove sa ISANG BUANG/ADDICT NA LALAKI.

PS: Girl's LISTEN to your heart. But never FORGET about your head. Some people say LOVE with your EYES open, HEART open and BRAIN intact.

But something has change, which I am very very proud of. I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm not addicted to his smell!!

Back then, when ever I get a sniff of his perfume. Even if i don't see him anywhere close to me, I try to find it. It's kinda pathetic. Back then, I would do anything just to get close to him, to be able to get that addictive smell.

Omygosh if you smell it, you'll definitely lose your train of thought. It's seriously that addictive and my gosh no word can describe it.

Anywho..NOW!
Nothing, no effect on me now. I can properly keep my train of thought. :)

H-A-P-P-Y.

I hope this is progress, that I'm finally able to say that I don't care.

I DON'T CARE eh eh eh eh eh eh.

Sooo..

I'll leave it here for now,

Tata,

Kay