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I hate to admit this. I hate to show this to anyone. I hate saying this to myself. I hate telling anyone about this. I hate not being able to tell anyone about this, because no one knows about this.

I just complete HATE this!!!

I hate this feeling, the feeling that I MISS YOU.

I miss listening to the sound of your voice in the middle of the night. I miss seeing your name on top of my recent sent messages or inbox. I miss seing your name in my call log. I miss hearing your special ringtone. I miss our long talks, our funny little jokes and our RC arguments. I miss how you get mad easily in RC. How you get so competitive when it comes to my RC and your RC. I miss seing your cute face in the webcam, how cute and mysterious you look. I miss seing you smile when I do or say something stupid. As it's the only time, I see your face smile :)

I miss hearing your voice! I miss how you don't believe me, when I say something. I miss hearing your line, 'ye ye ye' or 'really? I miss your texts. I miss getting your texts at one o'clock pm saying you just woke up, even though I know you were online in facebook at 10 am. :)))

I miss having our long ym chats.

But most of all, I miss not being able to call you mine & I miss the fact I was able to share you with anyone :(

*Sigh*